i wonder if anyone will read this. whenever i get journal entries in my messages i just automatically delete them. it;s like a reflex. oh well.
i hardly ever write journals. @_@; hmm i wonder what i should say.

okay uhh. i'm going to anime expo for the first time ever this year i hope it'll be fun =]
umm in other news i'm getting even fatter because of sitting around on the computer all day. my mom won't take me to the gym for some reason, even though i have a free pass. she can be a douche sometimes.
i still can't do a real pushup and my arms ache from sectionals. i am so lame.